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Monday, Dec. 27, 2004 - 1:25 a.m.
My husband's battle with Alzheimer is over. For that I am glad but also right now my heart is breaking into several pieces. Especially since although I knew he would die soon I did not think he would die as soon as he did. He was rushed to the hospital and the next day he was dead.
He died Christmas morning so my grief is still brand new. It was a wonderful Christmas gift he gave me because I know it bothered him to see how sad I was and how exhausted I was by his care.
The sun is still rising in the morning and night still covers the sky with her dark shawl decorated with sparkling stars. Life although changed still goes on stopping for nobody and nothing that happens.
As hard as it is I must put one foot in front of the other and keep plodding forward in my journey until it is time for me to cross over.
A part of me knows that I have not really lost my lover and best friend. We are connected by an invisible thread.
Bill went home for Christmas where he is waiting for me to join him. Thanks Bill for six wonderful years. My life is richer for you being in it.
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